Balance it out!

I wanted to save myself from me. It was a horrifying experience where I was so scared of my life that I wanted to end it because all I could hear myself say was that I am not enough.

I started chasing money, power, fame. It then reached a point where I wanted to do everything to prove a point to myself that I am enough. I am smart.

I took therapy to deal with negative thoughts and challenge my behaviour and patterns. I was the one stopping myself from achieving anything because I had a huge amount of fear of failure.
I couldn't think beyond it. I have failed multiple interviews. I have been so scared to give exams that it felt like the easier bit is to not face the exam and run away.

The present moment is the only escape.

You need to control your mind than the mind controlling you.
It is a journey from where you shift your mindset from lack to abundance. Abundance of all you have and all you need. Happiness is not something you chase, but something that will keep coming and going.It is a fleeting emotion. You welcome it with open hands and let it fill you. But when it leaves, it is just around the corner for you to find it again.