yoga karl

i just did a yoga session
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2D1WYgUeuM

i thought about karl the whole time.

who is karl?
karl is a white haired old man we met at a port in greece
everyone was freaking out!! because a flotilla came and dragged everyone's anchor

karl was cool as a motherfucker.
he stood there pitying "the poor girl, she must be so stressed. everyone should stop yelling at her"

he said he reanchored like 3x that day and it's not even a big deal

he has no stress response he only acts in an intelligent productive manner

when we saw his boat in the marina, months later, we were so excited that we had to go say hi to him

he came out and said he'd just been doing yoga

and we said we met before in greece and i said "du hast wirklich einen Eindruck gemacht. meditierst du?"

a pause "ja...meditiere ich"

i thought FUCK. now i have to meditate.

a week later, outside a bar, we were chatting with our neighbor stefan and he came out of the bar with his girlfriend to say hi.

wow he came out so calm and confident and smirky and

yet another wonderful Eindruck

ever since i've been wanting to do yoga more, to will myself to like it...

and i willed a crush on tim senesi in order to associate yoga with positive feelings

tim senesi reminds me of my friend paul, who of course gives me good feelings

then doing yoga with tim senesi also became pleasurable

i am one step closer to being karl

haha

oh i miss karl (come back from switzerland already)

i want him to take us on as his protégés

i can tell he likes my style already

he knows i know what good things are.