To feel alone
Is there anything worse than feeling alone?
To believe you are worthless.
To envy those who aren't alone.
To regret your decisions.
To question your very existence.
To feel your life passing, surrounded by love and laughter, and yet so far away from achieving it.
To write and hope the pain dulls.
To invite sleep with no charm and complete desperation.
To work and work and work and work and work.