nap

i took a nap under the premise of "meditation" and as i laid there i thought:
"oh yes is this what meditation is?
oh yes it is very pleasant.
is it like a dumping out of all the thoughts i'm having?
not trying to think but just letting it all out so i can have a clear mind?
oh yes it is so nice
oh yes i like this so much"
and i fell asleep and now that i am awake it is 5:06pm and nearly dark and this is my one chance to go out in the world before dark but i am forfeiting this chance to write about something that i've been needing to discuss.

i'll have to write it all out and give an under-300 word summary here after.