Gathering thoughts…
did you close your eyes?
i miss the old you
i know people change but
you didn't have to
why did you leave?
cant you see?
it's tearing all apart
come back, please
i will always wait
i will always pray
i will try to not lose hope
i will love you through our storm
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i may look i have it all smile on my face happy, joyful got many friends all that i want but deep inside in my mind it is like fragile glass and it might break if i can't keep going anymore "fake it til you make it" thats what they say until you fake it and lose yourself fake confidence.
memories over memories. its over but i’ll carry them in my heart forever. what would’ve been? we dont know. but i'll never stop hoping that everything will be alright.
i stopped doing the things i started doing to grow. i didn´t track my habits, didn´t do my finances nor did i plan my days. i didn´t eat healthy, didn´t work out or do a lot of productive things. going on the trip with my best friends really threw me off from real life. the five days in which i didn´t stick to my routines and rules i completely lost myself in my stressful…
