Gathering thoughts…
i may look i have it all
smile on my face
happy, joyful
got many friends
all that i want
but
deep inside in my mind
it is like fragile glass
and it might break
if i can't keep going anymore
"fake it til you make it"
thats what they say
until you fake it and
lose yourself
fake confidence.
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did you close your eyes? i miss the old you i know people change but you didn't have to why did you leave? cant you see? it's tearing all apart come back, please i will always wait i will always pray i will try to not lose hope i will love you through our storm
memories over memories. its over but i’ll carry them in my heart forever. what would’ve been? we dont know. but i'll never stop hoping that everything will be alright.
i stopped doing the things i started doing to grow. i didn´t track my habits, didn´t do my finances nor did i plan my days. i didn´t eat healthy, didn´t work out or do a lot of productive things. going on the trip with my best friends really threw me off from real life. the five days in which i didn´t stick to my routines and rules i completely lost myself in my stressful…
