just look away if you don't like conceit because i'd like to brag about myself now
(i've been laying on the yoga mat pouring out all of these thoughts because i guess they must come out)
THINGS THAT I WOULD ANHIMMELN* ABOUT ME, IF I WEREN'T ME:
(anhimmeln is a gorgeous word. an. himmel. to the sky. to the heavens. to divinity.)
can speak 5 languages
good-looking. and very good-looking if i try (i think that's the only kind of good-looking that exists really; NOBODY looks "very" good without trying... except of course, men)
smart. i have Selbstdenkenfähigkeit. i don't know if i'm smart enough to explain in what way i /am/ smart. i think it's like there's a light of consciousness inside of me and it burns brightly and it is active and awake. but it is finicky and will not touch things it doesn't find "fun"
international life experience ; worldly sophistication. (it is SCHON ziemlich cool to have a repertoire of dinner menus collected from different places. last night, we made scaloppine al limone & this week i want to make nigiri the way that i had it in tokyo fish market with the soy glaze; IT IS ALSO cool to know about the world having been in the world and to have friends from different places)
how calm i am in a crisis. how calm i am in general. i mostly only get excited in the positive way, the enthusiastic way.
minor things:
i play the piano, guitar, ukulele and sing
i paint (damn well and everyone knows it)
i live on a sailboat. i sail.