Oct 24, 2023

infinite money

if i had infinite money i would be so happy.

and i wouldn't even buy anything extravagant i have literally no need for it. i would just live the way i do forever but not worry about money.

there are people who would wanna work even if they didn't have to. not. me.
i dont wanna work.

i just wanna read, write, relax, run & hang out with our new norwegian friends

& i would splurge on:

solar panels
lithium battery
books
a horseback riding trip to catania. i would be like "hey you guys wanna go HORSEBACK RIDING ON THE BEACH?!" i wanted to ask them but i know we are all trying to save money and it is out of the question

Kelly

being cool's the only thing that matters. being cool means you're at ease with your life.

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