eating dinner
the inability to eat dinner without watching videos/tv/movies is just like the inability to ejaculate without hardcore pornography
why is porn so bad for guys?
why are man brains so attuned to the hardcore?
i've watched porn for years and i have never ventured beyond "normal stuff"
my brain doesn't seek it out
t came to check on my boat with food in hand
("e said to give you this")
heavy winds forecasted for tomorrow
we tied things down hard
she invented a new knot
(i think it is a spanish bowline)
i asked her if she wanted to come below deck and hang out
she said she had to go back and study
but we had so much to say so
we talked a lot in the exposed cockpit
she said she thinks porn is pretty bad
i wonder if my brain is a little more violent than hers
she said she went to amsterdam with a guy friend years ago
and he wanted to check out the prostitutes
so they went up to a girl and he said "hey how much do you cost?"
she said "mmm, no. not for you. but for you," she points at my friend, "it's half off"
holy shit. imagine getting rejected by a prostitute
"is he ugly?"
"no! but if i were a prostitute, i would also prefer girls"
"yeah, nothing has to go in"
we talked like this for ages when we should've just sat down below deck, drinking tea, talking like this
it was cold outside
i am so cold
i want to shower
the water heater is on
i have about 100 liters of water buahaha
(but i must think of tomorrow; i may only be able to fill up water after the heavy winds i think)