banging besties.

i had a few min to eat lunch and i milked it.

i started zoning out and thinking about what a good "romantic" relationship is and why people get into "romantic" relationships

i think a good romantic relationship is just a regular relationship where two people enjoy hanging out together, except they're not just regular friends, they're BEST FRIENDS and they're obsessed with each other and wanna bang too

but is it possible to have fun with someone forever? is it possible to want to bang them forever?

no and no

so why do people get into "romantic" relationships -- i think only people who are young and stupid really want to be in a relationship

but what happens when you get past the age of fuckability? i guess you better make sure you have a lot of friends then

but by that age, a lot of people are wedded off and have no time for anything, not even themselves.

i am so annoyed at how annoyed i am today!!! i want to have FUN because if i don't have fun for THREE DAYS in a row i will go crazy. i will go clinically insane and get aggressive.

what i want is to drink water and read and be LET ALONE but i live in a fucking sailboat and there is no private space.

i said "fucking" sailboat like i hate living in a sailboat. i don't. i like it. but i just want a day to myself. all to myself.