The way to reject

I think I've got the right principles

Thought of the idea right - but the way I conveyed it to people is not eloquent enough.

i.e haven't think things through like Aaz

Today was the day I rejected being a directorship with G

I still firmly believe I did the right thing & I felt relieved. However, it's just the way I speak. And thought process

It gave me an experience on two things.
One - always try to think through things when and especially serious things, or harder things. Never not take it serious - you gotta think very through of what to say and what not to - the moment you decided to spend time on MRT using social media is a start of a avalanche that caused you to move towards a negative direction. Instead do productive things - and work!

Two - Gut & Luck
"The luck favors the bold"

So just keep doing and working, it's okay not to get it right this time

There'll be next
But had you put in the right mentality and hardwork
You might be missing less mistakes

The morale (or the reason) of this rejection is

There is nothing free in this universe
And the universe is very giving
The more you work towards it the more it will come to you

There is such thing called privileged - people born into rich families

But they are taught the important lessons.

Such as concept of time
Outwork (especially in thoughts)
Less mistakes means less time and effort used

They are boosted by a mana or energy booster
So you shouldn't compare with them, just work hard

And believe in your confidence

The problem with you - is you can't control (high school also staying up late doing drama)

'The one who controls is the one who's free'