The ever-on-going mental battle

India or Netherlands? Business or job? Self-made or ovarian lottery?
There is no right or wrong. There are nuances to this question. M tells me to have an honest chat with my parents. She may be right. Sometimes, we make things up in our minds. Those thoughts reflect in our behaviour. That behaviour then attracts similar, opposing feelings from the other side - almost as a mirror.
This negative feedback loop needs to be broken.
It can only be broken with positive thinking and clarifying the assumptions - whether what I'm thinking is actually true or not.