Sick feeling

Do not pamper your children. They become ungrateful fucks who will just complain

Now I understand why I am always fucking complaining - or always compare myself to others (which doesn’t have any purpose whatsoever) - XM, YJ, these people who likes to “show” on their insta - how many friends they got and shit

Deep connections are what makes sense.
Reaction during a fucking stressful situation. When you’re in deep shit - is when you show who they are. So being sick is what I hate the most - because I got real sick. I can’t be too sick whenever I’m sick!

I still need to move on. 3 days I’ve been just laying on bed, waiting time to pass, watch movies, can’t control myself but to watch some videos at night.

Feeling emotional as well. I want to log in this feeling. It’s like when I’m back home and I’m having covid. Felt so alone - I need human and crave human connection but hated people to talk with as well

Be like a fucking Angmo - they are so healthy: they speak with their mind and heart - they want you to listen to them. But you gotta show “charismatic” by being vocal; competent but show sympathy at several junctions. Be highly competent and highly human as well.