Love

Love, first thing that pops into someone’s mind when they hear it could be couples kissing or wtv. But it could be in different ways, platonically and romantically. A lot of people crave it, even if they don’t wanna say it out loud but they’re begging for it. Some can’t accept it, could because of some trauma they faced that change their PoV about love.

For me, Love makes me feel all kinds of things. when a friend calls me pretty or know something about me like sending pictures of one of my interests like pochacco :) it makes me feel love and appreciated..

But when it comes to romantic love..i don’t think it seems to work. Every relationship i’ve got in has always ended short. Heck, even bad. It all got so sweet and all but as days passed, the damn rabbit would knock on the door and take everything i love. Causing me to grow cold and hating couples. I hate couples love and especially valentines day. A stupid fucking day to flaunt about love. Yeah ain’t that nice? It sickens me to the point i could feel tears about to spill. Maybe..im not suited for a relationship. A love that ties our bond together forever. Maybe im the reason no one stayed that long for me. Maybe IM the reason everything ended. Because of that, I’ve accepted it.

Im forever cursed to love.

-A.Z.J