I want to be a writer

I don't hate my job, but I don't love it. I've been running away all these years, jumping from one job to another and then hating myself. All because I don't have the courage nor the discipline to chase my dreams. Chasing your dreams isn't a luxury, it's hard work and requires a lot of determination. I am ready to change all that. I have to, for my own sake.

I don't know where to start and I've tried searching but I won't give up anymore. I want to be writer and I will write. I want to be a writer and pick up writing gigs, I know they'll turn up. I just have to be ready for the opportunity when it pops up.

I want to be a writer. I will become a writer. I am a writer.