I feel like doing NOTHING

I have earned the guts to say this out loud the hard way. I don't HAVE TO do anything. I feel like doing NOTHING and that's what I'll do. I do the things I want to do and feel like doing. There's no shits left to give for anyone or anything else. Only a very calm space inside me where there's an absence of all kinds of self imposed compulsions and conditioning and just a complete acceptance of myself in the moment.

It feels very freeing and exhilarating to be able to say this and feel this. It's a very powerful statement for me.

We made it to Week 17! Time now seems to be moving faster than earlier. Next big milestone is to feel baby kick and the 20 week scan.