Handle rejections

Please know
that it is genuinely okay that people don't want to be in your life
or they do not want to get part in one of the event that you're partaking

it's totally perfect
what you need to do though

is be cool about it

so when E is saying that i'm a good friend because you still go to a session that you know that is gonna suck

you just play with it
rather than being affected
and really uncool about it

asking "from 1 - 10 how would you rate me?"
just laugh it off
and sometimes understand is going to solve a lot of problems in the middle
like laughing
or even fake laughing right; it's not real but what's real anymore?

is there such thing as a real friend? or real love
start to see something else

learn more perspectives
by keep doing
you want to less feel anxious because of your communication or social skills
then pick up the phone and call people

do random hangouts
play tennis
go to those trials
rather than just be very feared of people's rejections
you ARE still a people pleaser
afraid of saying the wrong thing
or make the wrong face

sometimes just do white lies

it IS necessary
because think of it

Y treated you
just like you treated KS isn't it?

nobody is perfect
and there is no trust unless you gained your own perspective
and the concept of everyone growing
don't kick people below

raise everyone up
you know KS saying people stupid
is just a reflection of him being stupid

the things you think - becomes the things you say..

so
don't waste anytime staring at the ceiling
you will BECOME like NPC

so just take ACTION be BUSY
thus BEING "QUICK"
in every sense.