wishing to feel whelmed

lately i've felt like time is compressed. or rather, it's malformed. it's not passing normally, is what i'm trying to say, i guess.

i'm incredibly busy yet feel like i don't have much to show for it. most of it feels like a constant battle to keep up with gestures at everything

it's too much sometimes. most of the time.

today i saw a push notif from the NYT today that read "A group of medical experts recommended for the first time that doctors screen all adults under 65 for anxiety"

uh, yeah. that tracks.

let me guess. you're probably overwhelmed like basically constantly? if not, you're probably underwhelmed with something—the new crappy show you started last week, the lackluster meal you ate the other day, etcetera, etcetera.

when was the last time you just felt whelmed. is that even a thing? it's a rare moment when i thread the whelmed needle just right. time slows down, but not in the way time slows when something traumatic is happening. the good kind of slow down. you know what i mean, i'm sure.

let's try to get whelmed more, okay?