What I Want In A Woman

I will miss her. She listened to me. She made me feel intelligent.
Slowly she grew on me. I loved her drive and intelligence. She was colorful. She shone in the crowd.

I fell in love slowly, then all at once.
But she broke my heart, she ghosted and she left.

I thought we could build a lot of things today. I wanted her on my team. I wanted to wife her, and care for her.

But we broke up. The writings were on the wall. She was kind enough to dish it out slowly just as I made effort to remedy what was already falling apart.

We ended before we had even begun. 'We' had potentials, but we never got off the ground.

Thinking of the few nights we spent together, her body next to mine, her lips on mine. I wish I could have that forever.

But I guess it's time to move on. Time to find a way to distract myself from the thoughts of her and all that could have been.

I'm broken but.....

I know now what I want in a woman.
I want a woman who is intelligent, kind, and soft spoken. I want a woman who is godly, chaste, and has got dreams of her own. I want a woman who is driven and pretty.

I want a woman who is 'interested', and curious. I want a good woman just like koko.

But my koko has changed. She used to want me, but she doesn't want me anymore. She used to wants us, but that seem like ages ago.

I'm leaving like a dog, with my tails tucked between my legs.

She is no longer the One. Sadly, I wish she was.