One more writing platform

Don't know if one more writing and social media platform, which says it is not a social media platform, is worth the effort of writing. It is like having several notebooks in blank, or many books on the shelves that were never read. The objects are there, but their functions are ignored.

Maybe because our brains, hands, emotions, and time management focused on writing are not at their full capacity.

English is not my first language. But I can't project a future in writing in my mother language. Weird not being able to communicate with others who understand the words you say. Despite the literary quality and the same cultural baggage, not fellows of my country and myself do not understand each other.

But English seems difficult. Complicated to write when every two lines, looking in 2 or 3 different dictionaries to check if the correct preposition for that verb and its specific meaning is "for" or " to" is mandatory.

Yeah. In English, my brain and emotion don't work to their full capacity. Or would it be "in their full capacity"?