I am stuck in a rut...
I’m a big advocate of making the most out of the cards you’re dealt. Take what you have in the current moment and start fixing things. Slowly but surely, and within a reasonable timeframe, you’ll get what you want — or at least you’ll be 2X or 10X better than when you first started.
Even if don't get what you want, or get close to it, you still had the opportunity to live in this time in history and explore God's precious gift- called life.