another Saturday alone.

another Saturday alone.

its as if i have been jogging in place for years and year and years. maybe its time for huge change. massive uprooting of my pattern. What i desire is companionship and desire leads too suffering. perhaps what i want lies within companionship. What exactly is it about companionship is comforting? the team? the pat on the back? what could it be? maybe I’m just another power hungry fool? Do i just intend to wield the power of stability instead of searching for the genuine connection? has the world made its choice for me already? no. just good things are worth waiting for.

love,
anthony