9th July - Mummy's covid

I was woken up by mom having really high fever and immense body pains. It was immensely scary. I was suddenly face to face with exactly how helpless I was without her.

Also, my immediate reaction was anger towards her. Anger for being vulnerable. I don’t know why I react this way

Just the previous night, had a discussion with Musti about his parents. His dad has an epileptic attack and he was feeling very bad that he wasn’t there (cuz he took a Mumbai job), and that he want going to be there (cuz he was going to Singapore)