Jul 14, 2022

15th july - blissclub offer

Hi, I’ve received my blissclub offer. Congratulations to me.

Unfortunately, it has only served to make me ridiculously anxious and nervous about the decision.

However, I have realised. You will always start out being bad at something. And then as you put more time, you’ll get better at it. You might even begin enjoying it. Decision making seems to be the bane of my existence. I hope it improves.

I was and am so super tense about the decision. I also realise I have a tendency to have recent bias.

I have the option to say yes, I have the option to keep searching, I have the potential to get to Netflix. What do I do?

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