As I see myself on pictures I’m not happy with how I look. I been self aware that i’m a big boy and have been all my life, only take action as if was seasonal work and don’t commit to myself. Looking at this picture really makes me reflect a lot on my bad habits and how I’m really just poisoning myself.. I don’t have nothing to run away from anymore. Or disconnect myself from I genuinely love life at the moment and wish I would give myself more self love..but it’s easier to give in to temptation of my past and be weak because it’s the life style I created for myself over the years & hope to soon break.
