Our today is a consequence thousands insignificant accumulations in life . I am starting an experiment from tomorrow to audit every moment of my life, understand what is the kind of reality I am creating for myself and my family. I want to clearly define my priorities and fully focus on them. I am getting into this from the pov of curiosity to really understand, if I truly put my mind, body and soul for alignment everyday, where would I be, would I see some new opportunities, would I be a different person than who I am. How can I use this learning to improve my son's life. I believe we are just cells and neurons and everything we feel is downstream from absolute nothingness, a simulation of meaningless positives and negatives with nothing really forward to look and appreciate. If I believe this is true, then I can also manipulate the simulation, through redirecting attention, selecting behaviours and making a heuristic for how I live. I am hoping I am successful in the experiment and I reach a point where I in some sense become prescient to know what is the path I am heading towards and seek solace and happiness in that path. I am 42, so if I able to somehow get greater clarity through this experiment, I think it will be one of the most meaningful experiments of my life.
