Oh man, the entire fucking days all i could think about was megs, MEGS MEGS MEGS. Fuck me! FML! I cant get her out of my head. Why godddd? Why god why? I went to NALSAR met bhawsa, went to badminton, had food - in everything I did today my heart was not into it. All my heart wants is her. I want to tell the truth to her, tell her i really lover, tell her that i want to be with her and tell her that she is someone that my heart aches for. But i wont do any of these. At max, I will give my self BT for a week and try and forget her. But i need to forget her. She isn't interested in me. I will tell you a fact that proves it - in all the conversations we had i was the one who initiated them. She doesn't initiate them because she is busy - busy chasing her goals, her dreams and her ambition. And i want to do the same. I don't to sit here and just dream and fantasise about her. I am ambitious and I want to pursue my goals and ambition as well. So thats it - this megs drama ends hear. Bas bahut hogaya
