...that I let go off you BECAUSE I care about you. That I let go off us because that's what was right for us. That I had to push you away to save both of us from each other. I know that you wouldn't let go because you love yourself more than you ever loved me. I couldn't expect kindness from you because you don't even know how to be kind to yourself. I just wish that you had not done the final act the way you did. It was intense. It was traumatic. It was selfish. You assumed that I am weak. I wasn't ever weak. I just care about you too much to ever willingly hurt you. You used it to your advantage.
