Fuck behenchod when will I learn to say no dimag kharab ho raha hai liek what the fuck man I am no getting any clients i should have cleared the communication with him man i am so done with myself i just hate myself to the core right now th eposition i am in i think i need to beo kaky it will get better lets just work on getting things better and do things that will help me like what the fuck man i need to get shit done man i just wnat to cry and tell people truly what happened and this motherfukcer biboswan behenchod he knows nothing about my situation bhadwa is just sitting and making assumptions i am trylu sad because i am sad becasue i got no money for my birthday hte things have fucked up i don't evenknow what i am supposed to day like what the fuck man just fking kill me just kill me man i don't really have a solutino i mean i do jubt i need to act uopn it i really need to i guess